soooooo...
i think i have made my decision regarding my ex-
i think it just needs to be about sex for a while. her situation has not changed so much that we will actually be able to spend time together on a regular basis, and i keep forgetting that other than deviant sex, we have nothing in common...
she was raised rich.
she has 2 kids
she has been married and divorced
i have lived my entire life in poverty.
i hate kids
i have never even had a relationship last more than 8 months, let alone ever been married.
there is no sence in putting myself through that all over again.
and as stabbing westward said, "my life has been a nightmare, my soul is fractured to the bone. and if i must be lonely, i think i'd rather be alone."
she is trying to improve her life, while i am perfectly satisfied with the hole i am in.
the rut i am in as well.
oh well.
i think it just needs to be about sex for a while. her situation has not changed so much that we will actually be able to spend time together on a regular basis, and i keep forgetting that other than deviant sex, we have nothing in common...
she was raised rich.
she has 2 kids
she has been married and divorced
i have lived my entire life in poverty.
i hate kids
i have never even had a relationship last more than 8 months, let alone ever been married.
there is no sence in putting myself through that all over again.
and as stabbing westward said, "my life has been a nightmare, my soul is fractured to the bone. and if i must be lonely, i think i'd rather be alone."
she is trying to improve her life, while i am perfectly satisfied with the hole i am in.
the rut i am in as well.
oh well.
posted by zero at 10:19 AM
5 Comments:
See that's what I like to hear. I love the fact you have a good head on your shoulders. <3
Ps. (your belt comment) You just like seeing my ass..even though I hardly have one :(
Have fun!!! I would go for the sex only too. I'm too young to settle down. : )
I actually tried guitar when I was a teen, but my apathy at the time didn't help. I would love to play piano again someday.
think of it as mercy sex...you need it..she's got it..mercy.....go for it..you have plenty of time before you need to worry about growning up...hell, im 62 and im not grown up yet..
lol, I like Yellow dog's answer.
Fuck her like it's the last piece of pussy in the galaxy, if she is a willing participant, why not? No expectations, just bug-eyed jungle deviant sex, perfectly normal. Orgasm's "come" a dime a dozen, lots more fun when there is someone sharing the pleasure. Justin, I need you to send me your e-mail address. Jackiesue and Babs are sending me literature that needs to be passed along, my e-mail address is soonerfan_78@yahoo.com, one of many I have. My first book that I will send you is a violent little bit of pulp called "Gun Monkeys", reminds of the old blogster days. Love ya man, Sooner. Oh. Next time stick it in her ass and jump over her shoulder blades.
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