i almost got laid tonight...

and if i was not such a gentleman, i would have.

i was drinking, and i called my friend nicole... her girlfriend just left her, so she is feeling especially vulnerable right now... we went to her place and kept getting drunk... and we ended up on her bed, just laying there... her arms wrapped around me, just relaxing... when she started running her hands all over my body... and then down to my crotch... she went to put her hand in my pants, and i said "stop..."

"you're drunk, and i do not want this to be something that you wake up to regret... we do still have to work together..."

she said ,"no, i won't." and i said "thats enough, i do not want to be the one who took advantage of you in your time of need."

about an hour later,she told me how horny she was, and i started kissing her on her neck... just as i was about to say "no, this isn't right" her phone rang... it was her girlfriend... perfect timing.

but at least i was a gentleman about it, and stopped it when i did not have to...

go me.

now i will just masterbate in silence.

i am glad i made the right choice... no, seriously... i am sure we both would have regreted it...

i guess that is that then.