so she has been dating...

amy told me tonight that this guy she has been dating for the past 2 months just told her he doesn't want to be with her anymore...

so if she has been dating, where the fuck do i fit in?

i guess i do not...

so i guess in closing, i will just say,

"yesterday was a million years ago. in all my past lives i've played an asshole. now i've found you it's almost too late- and this earth seems obliviating... we are trembling in our crutches- high and dead our skin is glass-
I'M SO EMPTY HERE WITHOUT YOU- I CRACK MY XEROX HANDS"

i am going to need some time to absorb this...
this is what i get for putting my heart on the line.

this is what i get for telling her how i felt... before, i couldn't blame her... now, it feels like she is trying to hurt me... i can only hope that is not the case...