maybe this is the reason why i have no friends...
i got really drunk last night, and i emailed a friend something that i probably should not have said... i do not remember what exactly it was, but i think it may have come off as mean... i did not mean it to be mean, but when i am drunk, i can not articulate things very well... do you know how you say things in your head, then you think of a better way to say them, because the first way sounded mean? well, when i am drunk, i do not think that way. i just think, "yeah, that sounds good..."
and it is not until later that i think it might have sounded mean when i did not intend it to sound that way...
so again, i am sorry kasey... i do not know if what i said sounded mean, but if it did, i am truely sorry.
as i said, this is probably the reason why i have no friends...
i think having no friends at my age is an example of my inner strength. once i get older, it will be a perfect example of how pathetic i am... i have not yet found the age when it goes from being an example of strength to an example of patheticness... but i am sure i will eventually.
and it is not until later that i think it might have sounded mean when i did not intend it to sound that way...
so again, i am sorry kasey... i do not know if what i said sounded mean, but if it did, i am truely sorry.
as i said, this is probably the reason why i have no friends...
i think having no friends at my age is an example of my inner strength. once i get older, it will be a perfect example of how pathetic i am... i have not yet found the age when it goes from being an example of strength to an example of patheticness... but i am sure i will eventually.
posted by zero at 11:33 PM
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Drunk or not, me and you both know what you said was true. I really do care for you justin, you're like one of my best friends, but if you feel uncomfortable or if I cause you pain in any way..then maybe we shouldn't talk. I don't like the idea of hurting you. this is coming out all wrong, what I'm trying to say is that I don't hold anything against you, whatever happens, just happens. I don't want to lose you..but if that's what is needed the so be it.
<3
okkkkk. now to why im here..stop by and see sooner..he is down..and needs his friends..so am telling all to saddle up for sooner...go by and tell him howdy..jac
Ya gotta love Jac, she is my mother from another lover. And you are my brother from another mother. Fuck, that is confusing, I am the King of "typing with heart and Passion", it flows like a river of lava, unstoppable because it is what you feel and it must be said. You are human,... something that "I" have yet to grasp in "my" little universe. Justin, you are a good person, that is enough for me, freind.
Wait, if Sooner is my bro from another ho and Jackiesue is my udder mother, bet yet also Sooner's mother, and you are Sooner's brother... are we related?
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