an amy update

for those of you who do not know who amy is, she is my lesbian friend whom i am completelty, hopelessly in love with... but i have an idea... i have been invited to yet another 'poetry.com' get together, this one is in vegas... that sounds all good, except for the fact that i have not saved any money for it... perhaps next year i will go... perhaps... and if i do, i am going to invite amy to spend the week with me, no strings atached... i think if she sees me again, she will fall for me as i have done for her, so maybe next year, i will actually go to vegas and possibly recieve my awards... that would also be nice... to be an award winning poet... and then i would have the entire time we are in vegas to tell her how i feel about her... who the hell knows, maybe she feels the same... but then again, maybe she does not... i will give her a year's notice of the conference, just in case... i do know that i think it would be flattering for me to invite her, and pay for her to come to my party... i am not even inviting my family to this... they do not have any money... but i would gladly pay anything for her to attend... i love her that much.