i think i have figured it out...
i am begining to think i am attracted to misery.
attracted to miserable people.
people share their problems with me, be it a sence of lonliness, or a recent loss of someone they love- and i end up falling for them... or at least getting a crush, or nearly sleeping with them.
this is not the first time- not by a long shot.
amy- my lesbian friend in washington that i am hopelessly in love with- we bonded over misery when her husband left her.
kasey- we also bonded over misery while she was single and alone, and i developed a crush.
and now the new one- we used to joke around a lot before her girlfriend left, but we never talked outside of work- until her girlfriend left- now we talk all the time, and hang out getting drunk, listening to music, apparently...
we bonded over her misery.
now we are kind of friends... kind of.
this is the strangest life i have ever known
attracted to miserable people.
people share their problems with me, be it a sence of lonliness, or a recent loss of someone they love- and i end up falling for them... or at least getting a crush, or nearly sleeping with them.
this is not the first time- not by a long shot.
amy- my lesbian friend in washington that i am hopelessly in love with- we bonded over misery when her husband left her.
kasey- we also bonded over misery while she was single and alone, and i developed a crush.
and now the new one- we used to joke around a lot before her girlfriend left, but we never talked outside of work- until her girlfriend left- now we talk all the time, and hang out getting drunk, listening to music, apparently...
we bonded over her misery.
now we are kind of friends... kind of.
this is the strangest life i have ever known
posted by zero at 4:38 PM
2 Comments:
find some fucking happy people to hang out with..clue?...they will have big ass grins on their faces....
Does misery love company? Perhaps... people seem to leave me alone when I'm miserable.
Life is strange when you're a stranger.
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