took my ex out to the bar last night-
actually, she took me, because she paid for it.
i told her i deserved some closure, and she agreed to go so i could sing my black little heart out.
what did i sing?
1. love her madly- the doors (don't you love her as she's walking out the door? like she did one thousand times before)-- i got a standing ovation from just about everyone in the bar for this one.
2. did my time- korn (betrayed. i feel so insane. i really tried. i did my time. i am the one who chose my path. i am the one who claimed this. i feel the life pour from me. i feel the anger changing me. *screams at the top of my lungs* OH GOD THE ANGER'S CHANGING ME. OH GOD THE ANGER'S CHANGING ME...)
3. strip her down- cold (could have stripped her down and ripped the world from under her. never thought she could be this way. i hope you get to play your games. i hope you get to see your friends. i hope the guilt mixes the pain. i hope you never love again.)
4. back up- stereomud (this won't be what you want to hear coming from me. i'm tired of hiding my insides from you...*screams* back up. back up. you're always pushing me... what you should do what you should do- is leave.
5. closure- chevelle (closure has come to me myself. you will never belong to me. like a leach hold on as if we belonged to some precious pure dream. cast off. you've seen whats beneath. now fail me. forget closure. closure has come to me myself. you will never belong to me. so breathe.
well, that was it. a very odd night. i had no set track list unlike the last time i took an ex to the bar for closure... this time i just did what i felt... the songs that i thought of when i looked at her...
at least it is over now.
'i know i can do it, [justin] said, helping himself to another ear of corn from the steaming bowl... i am sure that in time, every bit of her will be gone, and her death will be a mystery even to me.'
i told her i deserved some closure, and she agreed to go so i could sing my black little heart out.
what did i sing?
1. love her madly- the doors (don't you love her as she's walking out the door? like she did one thousand times before)-- i got a standing ovation from just about everyone in the bar for this one.
2. did my time- korn (betrayed. i feel so insane. i really tried. i did my time. i am the one who chose my path. i am the one who claimed this. i feel the life pour from me. i feel the anger changing me. *screams at the top of my lungs* OH GOD THE ANGER'S CHANGING ME. OH GOD THE ANGER'S CHANGING ME...)
3. strip her down- cold (could have stripped her down and ripped the world from under her. never thought she could be this way. i hope you get to play your games. i hope you get to see your friends. i hope the guilt mixes the pain. i hope you never love again.)
4. back up- stereomud (this won't be what you want to hear coming from me. i'm tired of hiding my insides from you...*screams* back up. back up. you're always pushing me... what you should do what you should do- is leave.
5. closure- chevelle (closure has come to me myself. you will never belong to me. like a leach hold on as if we belonged to some precious pure dream. cast off. you've seen whats beneath. now fail me. forget closure. closure has come to me myself. you will never belong to me. so breathe.
well, that was it. a very odd night. i had no set track list unlike the last time i took an ex to the bar for closure... this time i just did what i felt... the songs that i thought of when i looked at her...
at least it is over now.
'i know i can do it, [justin] said, helping himself to another ear of corn from the steaming bowl... i am sure that in time, every bit of her will be gone, and her death will be a mystery even to me.'
posted by zero at 10:46 PM
3 Comments:
I like the "secret window" reference there...
'50 ways to leave your lover'...hit the road jack....you dont have to look back mac....
Nice setlist. I was finally able to let go of my ill feelings toward one who wronged me; you'll be able to as well. All it takes is time and new experiences to replace the old ones.
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