in fact it would be very nice if i weren't in bed alone today

but that is not going to happen, which is ok...

if there is one thing i am used to , it is being by myself. it is really no big deal most of the time.

7:19 am, and so far, my birthday is going ok- i slept almost all day yesterday, and i do mean ALL DAY. i went to bed at 9 am, slept until 4 pm, went back to bed at 4:15 and slept until 6.
went back to bed at 6:30 and slept until 9.
back to bed at 11 and slept until 6:30 this morning.

i must have been tired.

there is a movie being released today-
brick

it is a fucking kick ass movie, so anyone who is looking for a good movie to watch, i reccomend it.
but do not waste your time on 'larry the cable guy: health inspector' unledd you like him, and unless you like toilet humor as well... i don't, so i didn't like it...
'inside man' however, was a great movie as well... denzel washington tries to stop a bank heist. nice ending all around.

AMY NEWS: while she still has not confessed her undying love for me, a couple of things have changed between us-
1. today being my birthday, she has told me she wishes she was out here (and not in washington state).
2. at the end of phone calls, letters and emails, she has always said (or written) 'luv ya' and now it has changed... for the better, i think... the last 2 emails she has written me, both of which were yesterday, she has written the actual words 'i love you'... of course, i am probably reading too far into nothing, but it is still nice to read the ACTUAL words from her...
her birthday is tomorrow, and i think i already know what i am going to get her... a massage... she made a comment a while back about needing one, so i will get her one.